following ana

man i feel like a stupid pig whenever i see food i just eat up its discusting.i wish i had more self control . I feel fatter then ever like in cheer i am the flyer and some of the girls that pick me up are like wow your heavier than i remember and i know im fat because evn my mom told me you look a little bit fuller and so do your cheeks if my mom is telling me that i must rly be FAt the fact iz that i got no suport itseems like my mom wants to get me fatter every day .plz help me ypu guys are the only ones i can turn too