about me

i havent been here for much time
like many girls i want to reach perfection
i want to loose weight i dont want to be fat anymore
since i met ana i figured that im not alone
that other girls just like me need ana

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

following ana

man i feel like a stupid pig whenever i see food i just eat up its discusting.i wish i had more self control . I feel fatter then ever like in cheer i am the flyer and some of the girls that pick me up are like wow your heavier than i remember and i know im fat because evn my mom told me you look a little bit fuller and so do your cheeks if my mom is telling me that i must rly be FAt the fact iz that i got no suport itseems like my mom wants to get me fatter every day .plz help me ypu guys are the only ones i can turn too

Sunday, January 16, 2011

trying to make a food plan

i need  to control the way i eat i eat way too much and i look like a cow and people before have actually called me a cow i dont want to be called a cow aqnymore i dont want to be the fatgurl i want to be skinny and pretty but i know il never be cauz im a fat ass i hate myself

trying to be thin

thnx for the advice tears narrow i weight 110 pounds and im 5 foot 3 inches i have tried purging but somehow i still  keep gaining weight and i kant be away  from  food plz help me
i feel  terrible like today i woke up  had a glass  of milk and then a slice of pizza
i htink thats 797 calories
i know disgusting

Friday, January 14, 2011

to eat or not to eat

ugh plz give me some tips on whether i should eat or not
plz
i wuntt to be skkinny  but i dont know wutt  2  do

following ana

oh my gosh i berelt met ana and i have to say that she is great!!! but sum people say that she is destroying their life  should i believe  them?